Intro

Remember that day (or maybe you don't) when you first realized you could color within the lines of the pictures in your coloring book? You know, when you moved from 'random scribbler' to 'yes, the green on the mermaids tail is only on the tail, and nowhere else on the page!' Firstly, I'd like to apologize for the previous sentence. It was a run-on, and if you were reading this blog out loud (not sure why you would be reading this blog out loud) i hope you took a breath somewhere in the middle.

Well I remember the day I colored within the lines. I was so proud! I was really grown up then. It's funny how when you're really young, you have no spatial boundaries. When, exactly, does the switch come into play? When exactly can you finally color within the lines? Anyhow. I remember small things like that from my childhood. I remember the day I could finally read the word "STOP" on the stop sign. I was like "oh my gosh, it's not just a random scrambling of letters, it says 'stop'! AWESOME!" Then I was really into reading street signs, store signs, and things of that nature. It was literally exhilarating when a jumbling of letters turned into an actual word. You should've been there when i figured out "Yield." Let me tell you, it was a big deal. I really miss those days. When reading "STOP" on a sign was so exciting. I remember that feeling; it was a combination of "that was really cool" and "i'm a friggin genius!!!" I like the combination of those two feelings. It's hard to grab those two emotions together these days. I do try to. For example, I love, and almost need to find out the lyrics to every song I listen to. Strangely, it's uber-satisfying for me to know what those singers are saying. But for some reason, finding out all the words to Lil' Waynes "Lollipop" didnt exactly serve me the same sort of gratification I felt long ago when first learning I could read. I suppose constantly learning new things may be the answer to this, but constant schooling can be exhausting and somewhat tedious. I'm going to end this first blog post for now.